What I found

I am restless
and time seams endless
my eyes are wide open
and blood is rushing to my head

I play with reality
and reality plays with me
I dance to a funny song and don't care who sees
I make funny faces and don't care if it gives me wrinkles

I smile and see that someone smiles back
and everything makes sense
even though it doesn't

It's like I'm cought in a dream, one of those you don't want to wake up from
it's broad daylight and I float in the clouds
for moments in a day...it feels like childhood again

nothing can bring me down
not the rain, not the crazy world around me,
not curious and judging eyes on me,

not even my deepest fears will pull me from where I am

I am restless
but in peace
because I have found the child-soul in me that i thought was lost